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Me, myself and Mry

eska_rina
Date: 2007-08-06 21:07
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All entries can be found here, at my LJ.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-12-06 22:23
Subject: just wanted to say.
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So, I have a Math assignment with four rather small exercises in it to tomorrow. I just made it. Guess how many pages I somehow succeeded in writting (in the hand) -

7.

7 bloody pages over something I could I have written on one page. Just because she (my teacher) wants "explanations". Gah. My hand hurts. Ouch.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-12-06 17:56
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Okay, great. When I say I'm on a hiatus, I fail at it and post every bloody day. While, when not being on a hiatus, I don't even read my flist very closely. And I dunno when I'm getting time to do it D:
In short, I need love. 'Cause you can never have enough love.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-12-03 16:46
Subject: ftw! or wtf?
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Lol, I just coloured my hair - it is now more or less the same colour as my nails: dark purple *headdesk*

Remember! Christmas cards!

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-12-02 18:27
Subject: random stuff.
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I have realised it's over month ago since I brought underwear the last time. fjgkjguknh! I'm so underwear needing that I have been googling underwear the last half hour. Right now I'm looking at French lingeri. gfgfka, so pretty! Screw Christmas presents, I am so going to buy underwear on Monday.

Anyway, am I the only one who find nail polish to be some of the Devil's doings? I srsly can't put it on without hfgsdkank it all over my fingers. Gah. Of course, I haven't painted my nails since... I don't remember. It is years ago. But still.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-12-01 22:25
Subject: HAPPY 1ST DECEMBER ; yes, I'm already tired of Christmas -_-
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Want a Christmas card? I'm buying them and - hopefully - sending them on Monday.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-30 15:20
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1) Yeah, yeah, I suck at semi-hiatusing. BUT I AM STILL ON ONE.

2) Lol, more PE drama. FTW, srsly, FTW.

Or not. )

3) lol )

4) Tagged by [info]miel_marie: MEME RULES: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

... )

The end.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-29 16:03
Subject: *headdesk*
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I find it really calming when trying to translate a Latin text in class our teacher says: "Well, I dunno how to translate it either."

Or maybe I don't.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-28 18:22
Subject: and we now bring important news:
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I just want to say I got 11 in a Math test today. 11! I AM FTW!

But I couldn't squee while being in school 'cause the other two from my class I have Math with got 5 and 6 and they were rather sad about it D:

SO.

I GOT 11 IN A TEST ABOUT THE WORST MATH-CRAP IN THE WORLD. WOOT! YAY!

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-25 20:01
Subject: does this make me a bad person? D:
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I think I'm prejudiced against metrosexual men D:

Every time I see one, all I can think of is "slimy".

Seriously, yuk.

And my little bro is turning into one of them. And the majority of the boys my female friends like are metrosexual. And when speaking with them, all I can think of is "slimy". Even if they are nice enough.

Yuk, yuk, yuk.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-24 18:40
Subject: HAIR
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semi-hiatus: an excuse to not comment on flist posts while still posting posts.

In other word, am still on a semi-hiatus. BUT...


...HAIR.

God, I fucking hate my hair. I have decided to get long hair again - after having had it cut short in several years now. Unfortunately my hair is thin and straight so to make it look, eh, okay while it's growing I HAVE TO USE TIME ON MY HAIR D:

Yuk, yuk, yuk.

Also, I can't really decide what colour I shall colour it. If I had it cut short again, I wanted to colour it blond/white. But now? Well, red, I think. But dunno about what colour red it should be. Orange-red? Could be fun. Dark brown-red? I love it, but have tried it before. Red? Will probably look kind if weird to some of my clothes.

And no, I'm not going to keep my normal hair colour. It's boring D:

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-22 20:35
Subject: HEY PEOPL. LISTEN TO ME.
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It's that time of the year where everyone are depressed, eh?

Well, if that's the case...

YOU'RE A WONDERFUL PERSON.


Yes, life is some shit - if you view it that way. SMILE TO THE SUN AND THE SUN WILL SMILE TO YOU. It's easier to be happy if you decide to be happy. Happiness comes inside, not from the outside. It's a choice.
It's easy to give up, it's easy to be depressed and sad and not have any energy. It's easy to come into that circle. BUT. Maybe you're not strong, but if you decide to break that circle, then it's actually not difficult. Just make the choice. When you first have taken the choice, it gets easier and easier to get energy, to be happy.

Everything is a circle, everything is a choice. Happiness and depression.

I LOVELOVELOVELOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH.




...and now to something else. SEMI-HIATUS. AND PANICK. )

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-20 18:03
Subject: this is kind of interesting.
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Putin, Putin, Putin. What is this I hear about Anna Politkovskaja*, Yuri Schekochikhin**, Viktor Justjenko***, Alexander Litvinenko****, about them critizing you and your government - and them getting poisened with Dioxin or Thallum? Tsk, Putin, tsk.


*Politkovskaja got poisened, survived - and then she got shot in Moskva the 7th October.
**Can't find any articles about the murder right now. But, anyway, he worked with Politkovskaja at Novaya Gazeta.
***Srsly, how many ways are there to spell a name?! First Yuri, now him. Anyway, he's Ukraine's president. And still alive, btw.
****He got poisened 20 days ago. Still alive, still fighting for his life.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-19 22:55
Subject: Fundies say the darnest things! ; Mry is amused and disgusted.
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Fundies say the darnest things! is an amazing place.

they have The Stupid ) and they have The Disgusting )

Okay, I better stop now. I'm so freaked out I can't even get angry.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-18 23:22
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I'm not depressed. I just think everything is so goddamn monotonous. Most of the time I can take it, but sometimes... I can't.
I believe it's up to one-self to make a point with one's life. And most of the time I have a goal in my mind. But sometimes I loose it all. Sometimes I only have the anxiety.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-17 21:47
Subject: SNAPS CUP
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[info]queenofthorns is hosting a snaps cup. I need some love, peopl. Plz?

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-15 19:24
Subject: school related crap.
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1) I... lost my temper at one of my P.E. teachers today. Apparently we're going to have some classes where we, in groups, have to make dance - without having any introdution to dancing - and then we're going to show it to out own class, the other other class we're having P.E. with and our teachers - who're going to film it.
EXCUSE ME? THERE'S NO FUCKING WAY I'M GOING TO DANCE INRONT OF SOMEBODY ELSE. NO. FUCKING. WAY. So after class I and some other girls talked about it - about not liking doing this, and then the teachers heard it. And some of the girls explained why some of us might not like this - HALLO, BODY ISSUES -, whereafter one of the teachers started saying he didn't believe that was why we didn't like it, but that we instead was just lazy. EXCUSE ME, YOU STUPID PIECE OF SHIT? IF I'M JUST TOO LAZY TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT, THEN I'M JUST TOO LAZY. Sure, he doesn't know me 'cause I have never been a group who have had him, but the other two teachers, who have had me, knows that I am lazy when it comes to P.E. And not just lazy - I'm against having it in school. So yes, I'm not the most active person when having P.E. But I have never lied about why. So why the fuck should I lie now? And about something like that? BITCH PLZ. So I started, well, not yelling at him, but my tone... wasn't so nice. Whereafter I just left, 'cause I couldn't stand it anymore.
It would have been fair enough of him to say he couldn't make a special case for us - I had already decided not to go to P.E. that day where we're going to show it off, so I knew that -, but... don't fucking claim I lie, not about something like that.
Fuck him. Fuck him so much.

2) Got marks yesterday. Pretty satisfied with most of them. Well, I'm not with History and Written Danish, but I know why I got those grade. And, when comparing to some people who got the same grade as me, I'm not really satisfied with my Art grade. But whatev. I need to get better grade on it all if I want to study Lit. With the exception of P.E., where I honestly can't be bothered doing anything (and it's not even half as bad as I had expected. TOTES FTW!). I'm rather surprised over my Religion grade. Either I'm better at hiding my dislike for the teacher than I thought, or it's not something that matters to her. Srsly, I know more about her subject than she does. It's pretty fucking stupid.

3) Dunno what I'm going to write SSO in. First I decided for Math, but I couldn't find a subject. Then I found a subject in Greek/Latin, and decided for that. But now my math teacher have found some old Math SSOs, and... BAH. I don't, you know, burn for anything anylonger. It's all pretty... whatever. Yuk.

4) Also, I really hope the teachers decide to go on a strike tomorrow. I don't really think dialogue is going to work, not anymore.
Also, my Greek teacher is really nervous that her subject is going to get removed D: My gym is the only gym in Cph who offer it now - the other school couldn't afford having it anymore. Sure, our headmaster will probably not remove it - fuck, it's what the school have - more or less - survived on, but it's a little school. What if it can't survive on it's own - lack of money and all that? Then it needs to joing another school. Then there's a risk Greek and Latin won't survive. gfkugdkjse!
Also, I could need a day off. But, shh, I didn't say that.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-12 22:44
Subject: GREEK? DO NOT WANT.
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OKAY, ISSUE. VERY BIG ISSUE. WALRII-CON 2007, SECTUS OR MOVING AWAY FROM HOME*? CAN'T AFFORD IT ALL. BIG, BIG ISSUE.

ACTUALLY, IT'S A...

HUGE ISSUE.


WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO DO? WHY CAN'T I DO IT ALL? GOOD THING I DON'T HAVE TO DECIDE YET.


*moving away from home means I need to get a job, but I'm willing to overlook my hate for working if it means I can get away from this place.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-12 01:18
Subject: I was in a music-sharing mood. Therefore...
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Sort by song title:
• First song: (I Can't Get No) Satisfaction - The Rolling Stones
• Last song: Zero Zero Zero! - Sam Williams

yay, music )

Also, remember! CHRISTMAS CARDS ARE FTW.

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eska_rina
Date: 2006-11-09 19:13
Subject: CALLING ALL WALRII.
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DUDES AND DUDETTES, THIS IS MRY CALLING ALL WALRII ON HER FLIST WHO HAVE NOT HEARD ABOUT [info]walrii.

I took a look on the memberlist of [info]walrii and it hit me - do I have walrii on my flist who have not yet heard of this? OH NOEZ, I thought, this cannot be. And so I decided to inform you all that some of the walrii are planning a meet-up in Chicago this summer. AND WE WANT YOU TO JOIN US. So are you interested, curious or whatever, please take a look at before-mentioned community.
NOTE: Those who don't know what I'm talking about, just ignore this stuff.

And now I want some hot chocolate.

To the rest of flist: My apologises for not commenting so much. Been busy with, uhm, stuff D: LUFF YOU ALL.

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